motive and opportunity

Why would I want to kill myself? 
Unless...
I mistook me for someone else 
And I can guess who.
It's you

isn't it? 

No, that falls apart. 
The resemblance 
won't fit, this
theory is shit, 
and I can 
it. Now, 

who else does that leave? 
Let's plan this out,
and how!  

Alas, 
I don't know no one 
I could hate that bad 
plus confuse for myself 
by mistake, so 

back to the drawing board? No 
no. Call it quits. 
Didn't work. 
I'm done

and bored. 

I'll just have to live on, 
and learn. From this. 
A mistake not made, 
well-done, well turned, 
well and caringly dared! 
Grit, vinegar and piss
displayed, only in the end
I showed my ass
only half-way,

good enough
for a kiss