"Die Disappointed"

I may not be the one for you
but if that's so I've sure been fooled
sometimes I think you've been as well
but neither one of us can tell

can't tell for sure which way is fate
can't sleep at all in this bed I make
and I think you feel a lot like me
but it looks as though we'll never get to see

I don't want to die disappointed
but I'm probably gonna
said I'll probably die disappointed
but I don't really wanna
if we saw our way clear
to get from there all the way back here
would we do something differently?

don't have to guess what that might be
'cause in your eyes we both agree
we know it's not an option now
it's like we've already taken vows
to have and hold forsaking love
well okay, that's a little much
I tend to overstate the case
but that's only 'cause it feels like
entire lives are going to waste

and I don't want to die disappointed
but I'm probably gonna
said I'll probably die disappointed
but I don't really wanna
if we saw our way clear
to get from there all the way back here
would we do something differently?