Available for no apologies

This is just to say the plums

I apologize
if I wear you
out sometimes But
plums 
is my favorite purple 
-ish color in the world, and
I don't apologize in the slightest
for apologizing. Not lately,
any
how! YET I've been getting
better
at
it! Apology

is an admission of culpability for wrongdoing, but

it can also be a concern for better courses of action, or

a better aim for amends potential, even

in advance of trouble or complaint. It does not
/need not PRESUPPOSE a wrong has been
done, or been done done. Or any similar 
cowboy hat nod or tip

However, in this case alone, for only
one person arguably, I make an exceptional 

uh 

effect? No effort!