rough operator

Having surgically dislocated
my soul
to a place like a rib 
spanning heart and mind,
I find a much looser & locked 
control. I adjust
by notch 
to recalibrate fine,
and I find I can feel
and value and mean 
just as feeling and being
as I mean to be. From well
to good, I tune in mean aim,
and if that's too bad? Well,

I'm kind of 
glad 

you

said something!

'Cause that's all my
fault, when I do or say
something I didn't mean

to be.