Best of resolve.

I thought I'd get back 
into working out, because 
I like the energy, the feeling 
of power or at least

strength 
comparative strength, 
but I forgot about how 
enthusiastic I get 
throwing myself back
into something. And

the next day, experiencing
muscle pains outside my
body, like several feet to 
the left, 

for example (it's not predictable),
and how if I keep at it, and I
manage to rotate the dislocated,
disembodied muscle pain to
in front of me, after a week

or two,
it starts to 
manifest unwanted

telekinesis symptoms.
Not good. Not useful,
like holding your hand 
out and a pen flies to your 
easy grasp, no. More like 

a vengeful but really weak 
poltergeist. Undoing simple 
things you just did, or

knocking a piece of paper
off the deck. Like that. And 

every time it happens, I'm like

"How did I forget about this?
No more. 
No more working out,
it's not worth 
it
"