parallels perpendiculars

Intrigued as I am by the possibility 
implicit in myself, and by what I 
almost represent, ultimately I have 
to say any shortfalls are unimportant. 
I basically am me. and no matter what 
I had done, it would still be now

as it always is. Was. Possibly
shall be? All those years would have
passed regardless, same or differently, 
leaving me who knows where. Verdict?

I care! I could almost mind, but 
I don't see any reason to. Pretty good! 

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