What sort of nude
humiliation do you imagine
I want? You subjected to,
to which you object
in prospect, digging
for woes and whoas
in this grim bit of business
which you propose? Revenge porn
is contradiction in terms! Is porn
"living well?" Is porn best "served
cold?"
The mutual exclusivity here is
or ought to be criminality, if
and when these two too ill
-suited (entirely unsuited
actually, natch) drives are
malevolently combined. No,
I am not and ever would be
sharing
Yet
If you're into that sort of
tease, titillating oneself
with fantasies of some hard,
cruel dude with a posthaste
ache to show to the whole world
how his
you once were,
in malice afterthought,
and you want
to cast me in that role? -
Sorry! Not interested. I prefer
action pictures to psychological
thrillers poised and spread implausibly,
even raunchily, motive-wise. Trust me,
there's no belief to be found or held
or prized from such innocently yet suspicious
lies. Cast your eyes aside from such low
base goals. Besides, you
so scrupulously omit
ya face
most times. All the best pics, though
show nothing else but. I love ya face,
and the thought of seeing it fell
and furious, hurt and wronged
would pursue me to death and beyond
if I ever let slip such precious tell,
such privacy shared and spent
in a moment I can't ever regret
so, well. So I'll see
that I don't. Capisce?
Oh hell. I can't put it any barer
than that, and to be the bearer
of clarity, FACT: You never did,
would, or could even have
hinted at. Such.
My imagination, you know.
So terrible in every conceivable way
of self-accusation bent. I keep it
against myself, perchance
for someday.
A bit much, I confess a bit
too too much
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