Seeing each other's arousal
("oh jeez"), we spring
as if urgent -
for need has called
and response has become
high duty indeed.
Reciprocal gone
full blown mutual.
You were the first
- that time you saw
me distracted by you
in the midst of talk,
my chagrin arose
full fluster and rue.
Your eyes awoke
from across the room
- you actually said
"oh jeez," dropped
your doing and ran,
slid the last halfway
on your knees! Perfect
aim in poise and élan,
arrived just
in the nick of time, stopped
to save the day, to fulfill
some trust.
It became a joke to live up to
and for. It grew obligation
from gift galore, and it seems
to have made emergencies
rather more routine, and joy
a chore we absurdly enjoy,
if possible even more with ease
than before, since we know
that we live to please.
Like firefighters,
in a station that bursts
disgracefully in conflagration
enflamed, we hang
in suspense on the edge
of a bell, making chili
and talk, playing improvised
games. Fixing recipes we've been
dying to try, killing time, making life
till the call comes in - and we drop
all our doing (and one of us always
says to this day "oh jeez,") and
we leap to respond! To begin,
springing into the act
on high alert duty routine
at a run!
We don't walk. This is
serious biz! That's a fact.
No one winks. We don
serious mien and we
mean it! So trained
we don't even think.
We giggle and squirm
out of uniform, into proper kit
on a call like this - as around us,
headquarters begins to smoke.
There are flames to catch, crackle
pop and hiss. There is duty
to serve, and a day
to save which was never
in doubt or fear. No joke.
It has gone past a joke,
as practice perfects
in play, in routine
going every which
random way.
There's always that
one firehouse
that burns down
each day.
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