wanting to be here

I got a postcard the same day
in the post. A bold design
in white and dark blue:
a big sun in the middle
of a small squared sky,
rays radiating out to clouds
above, and trees
and beach and waves
in a semicircle below,
with lines all through
all swoopy and straight
and underneath it says
"wanting to be here"

wanting to be here

wanting to be here. I haven't

turned it over yet. I want

to suspend the surprise a bit.

I'm trying to decide

what I want from it.