the beautiful result

Remember the beautiful result,
when you knew somehow every step
every move felt ordained.
Every detail shines. Insanity

could be defined

as trying that very same way, just as if
by ritual - under different constraints
and conditions come in - to achieve
(or to try) once again

to get
the best
of all the results
there have ever been. To once again get

you. Or some other result
so beautiful
and/or true.

Proving vain
in at least one sense,
and possibly two.