"Not A Test"

You excite me so much, 
if anxiety counts.
It is pretty exciting,
in strange amounts 
- and I have no idea 
what we would be for: 
together forever, or 
never to score 

But let's hang on with hope 
so long, so long, so long
as we've got nothing better 
to hang on.

Let's hang on with hope,
so long, so long. So far,
so good, so I guess 
let's hang on

There's a part of me gone 
and missing inside.
I found it when you first
met my eyes, and it seems
like you fit there, naturally.
It would be so insane
not to check and see. 
Not to wait and see 
where we'll end up soon, 
or late, or never, whatever 
comes true.
It would be pretty strange 
not to hang on for that. 
Whatever that turns out 
to be, in fact. 

Let's hang on with hope, 
so long, so long, so long 
as we've got nothing better 
to hang on. Let's hang on 
with hope: so far, so best 
so I guess let's hang on 
and hope for the rest. 

This is not a test