I was just fucking off

Pardon me 
pay no mind 

I was just fucking off. 
Not around, no not "with" 
- not a jape, not a scoff, 
I was literally fucking 
off, just now. And you 
interrupted me. To ask 
what I meant, or how,
or why - I am not pretty
clear but that's fine.
If you'd watched, I'd
have just disappeared!
Which was all that I meant
to do. You don't say! I don't
mind. This is how I go off, 
some days, some way. This
is not "go pound sand" or
"get bent," 

I was
n't 
even leaving 
for reasons!
Just almost went!
Fucking off, yo.
I thought
I should 
drop a word
in, as I go. 

As it happens, 
though here, now. 
Begin? Or just 
bow.