You know who made my day?
The lord Jesus Christ.
That's right.
Made it from scratch, to a divine specification.
People, do you hear a lot about Jesus? Well let me
tell you something, that guy, holy crud. I don't want
anybody telling me about Jesus unless they get that:
I am going to tell them RIGHT BACK. And we're going to see
eye to eye too, because after all, that's Christ's love
in operation! A lot of people might think that's scandalous
- but not me.
I am all about it.
I tell it on the mountain,
I tell it in the valley with a hammer,
I tell it down, down, down in my heart and
I tell it RIGHT FROM THE THROAT! And if the devil
wants to sit on a TACK, that's his business.
I don't truck with tacks. That's tacky.
But as to tact, I deliver:
what I've got to say with dimples
and winks, shrugs and imploring gestures,
a Christian Side-Hug perhaps, and ladeled on top
with dollops of diplomacy and tact to boot! Often,
in ancient days, the soles of a boot
might be held on with tacks.
But in modern times, and in our modern ways,
we see that it is tact
that holds on the boots of our souls, which after all
have to trudge daily through the mud and the hum drum rolls
that endlessly build a rumble of suspense for the cymbal clash
that just never seems to come. And while we wait, we argue
over what the symbol was a symbol of.
But does Christ care?
Look, you take care
of your own answer on that one.
Christ sent me a LETTER it's called the BIBLE.
I opened, and read it. It said they was suckas!
Wanted me for their army or whatever.
Picture me giving a dang, I said NEVER!
PUBLIC ENEMY #1! PUBLIC ENEMY #1!!
Oops, sorry. I always get
a little hyped up listening to P.E.
I'm surprised it doesn't spill over more often
into
my poetry
So, who made my day? Chuckie D,
Flavor Flav
Terminator X!
and a little bit of J.F.C.
A Pocketful of Poesy was and is again a Poem-a-Day(-on-Average) Blog! For 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, and now for 2017 and going forward, you may expect to see 365 poems every year, 366 for leap years.
but aren't they all random?
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Monday, September 26, 2011
"missing frame"
a beautiful picture
made out of pieces once
jigsawed and jumbled
a hopeless endeavor
to put it together
was going to take years
but here you stand
whole, with the cuts
disappeared
made out of pieces once
jigsawed and jumbled
a hopeless endeavor
to put it together
was going to take years
but here you stand
whole, with the cuts
disappeared
organized religion
a lot of people will say they're against
organized religion
I agree
when I was a kid,
in church
altar boys running into each other
priest knocking the big candle over,
opening up to the completely inappropriate
passage - "Today's reading is
oops
not this one!"
People starting in on all the wrong hymns
I tell you
the way to find God is not choreographed
you just come stumbling
in.
organized religion
I agree
when I was a kid,
in church
altar boys running into each other
priest knocking the big candle over,
opening up to the completely inappropriate
passage - "Today's reading is
oops
not this one!"
People starting in on all the wrong hymns
I tell you
the way to find God is not choreographed
you just come stumbling
in.
anything beautiful
I can't make anything beautiful.
I have tried,
and however I cut, craft and spin,
the work rotates by and I can clearly see
(before it settles into place)
the ugly side. And that is
it.
For me, I will not see it without
that part. Even if walking all 'round
it now at rest, the ugly part is hidden
from view - I know the truth. A truth
not beauty.
I know it it better
than any who come to see it first at rest,
at peace, and believe it to be
a thing beautiful. They have missed,
and are deceived. No,
I cannot make anything beautiful, but some,
so deceived,
will say I have made a thing
beautifully.
I have tried,
and however I cut, craft and spin,
the work rotates by and I can clearly see
(before it settles into place)
the ugly side. And that is
it.
For me, I will not see it without
that part. Even if walking all 'round
it now at rest, the ugly part is hidden
from view - I know the truth. A truth
not beauty.
I know it it better
than any who come to see it first at rest,
at peace, and believe it to be
a thing beautiful. They have missed,
and are deceived. No,
I cannot make anything beautiful, but some,
so deceived,
will say I have made a thing
beautifully.
my occasional lapses
I genuinely am sorry for my occasional
lapses, I
am sure they build up
into black marks against me, though
not any single one of them is worth
the apology I belabor you with,
together,
the collective weight of the lapses
you never would have noticed,
and the piling-up apologies for them
which you frankly
can't accept
must weight heavily against me
and for that I'm sorry
lapses, I
am sure they build up
into black marks against me, though
not any single one of them is worth
the apology I belabor you with,
together,
the collective weight of the lapses
you never would have noticed,
and the piling-up apologies for them
which you frankly
can't accept
must weight heavily against me
and for that I'm sorry
Sunday, September 25, 2011
the fish princess
you had your tongue in cheek,
until you spit it out
with a glare at me
and it bounced, oh
it bounced
on the curb, and then
flopped around
just like a fish!
well, the hole in it
could have been made
by a hook
And I caught such a fish
it said: "oh, throw me back!
I will grant you a wish,
I'm a princess of sorts"
with a glassy-eyed look
and a gasp, you implored
and I pulled out the hook
but you spat out your tongue
just as if to say "There!
I need no help from you!"
well, what did I do wrong?
until you spit it out
with a glare at me
and it bounced, oh
it bounced
on the curb, and then
flopped around
just like a fish!
well, the hole in it
could have been made
by a hook
And I caught such a fish
it said: "oh, throw me back!
I will grant you a wish,
I'm a princess of sorts"
with a glassy-eyed look
and a gasp, you implored
and I pulled out the hook
but you spat out your tongue
just as if to say "There!
I need no help from you!"
well, what did I do wrong?
Friday, September 23, 2011
Do you know how big my love is?
Do you know how much I love you?
Because I don't.
It's gotten way out of sight - like a balloon
with a slipped string, except as it rose
in the air, it did not shrink but expanded to fill the sky.
And now all there is all this bright, cheery red
filling the whole sky, with white, fluffy clouds
scudding along under it. It looks
quite alarming. But that's my love
for you.
Because I don't.
It's gotten way out of sight - like a balloon
with a slipped string, except as it rose
in the air, it did not shrink but expanded to fill the sky.
And now all there is all this bright, cheery red
filling the whole sky, with white, fluffy clouds
scudding along under it. It looks
quite alarming. But that's my love
for you.
we aims to please
darlin' I will meet you behind the scenes,
as the curtain draws back,
and the crowd stamps their feet,
we will storm in stage left
and return their bouquets,
at the highest velocities
- wow, what a play!
as the curtain draws back,
and the crowd stamps their feet,
we will storm in stage left
and return their bouquets,
at the highest velocities
- wow, what a play!
Thursday, September 22, 2011
"Best Bad Influence"
if you could only use your powers for evil,
instead of good
goody-good
good all the time
if you could let a couple wrong words slip
through your lips,
from all the thoughts that flit
through your mind
if you could only use your powers for selfish ends,
I'd justify whatever that means
'cause you and me are a good, good influence
but I bet - if you try,
you could be
the best
bad influence
I ever had
you could be the best
bad influence
I ever had
I think we've learned a couple too many lessons
took too much to heart,
the truth and the lies
I guess it's probably been some kind of blessing,
but now it's time to strip
away the disguise
sometimes you have to take a little permission
tell yourself, hey it's okay
to be wrong
we're at our most perfect when we're at our most human
be just a little bad
and bring me along, you'd be the
best
bad influence
I ever had
I know you'd be the best
bad influence
I ever had,
oh, you could be that, you'd be
the best
bad influence
I ever had
true story: FACT
you'd be the best
bad influence
I ever had
I'd say we've got an awful lot of potential
and all we'd have to do is cross
a few lines
I hate to say it but it's going to come down to you
'cause I can't
even read
my own mind
and here we stand, and we're both on the brink of
waiting for the other to pull us across
and good excuses are all we can think of -
we just need one
bad excuse
what would it cost?
to be the best
bad influence
I ever had
you would be the best
bad influence
I ever had
instead of good
goody-good
good all the time
if you could let a couple wrong words slip
through your lips,
from all the thoughts that flit
through your mind
if you could only use your powers for selfish ends,
I'd justify whatever that means
'cause you and me are a good, good influence
but I bet - if you try,
you could be
the best
bad influence
I ever had
you could be the best
bad influence
I ever had
I think we've learned a couple too many lessons
took too much to heart,
the truth and the lies
I guess it's probably been some kind of blessing,
but now it's time to strip
away the disguise
sometimes you have to take a little permission
tell yourself, hey it's okay
to be wrong
we're at our most perfect when we're at our most human
be just a little bad
and bring me along, you'd be the
best
bad influence
I ever had
I know you'd be the best
bad influence
I ever had,
oh, you could be that, you'd be
the best
bad influence
I ever had
true story: FACT
you'd be the best
bad influence
I ever had
I'd say we've got an awful lot of potential
and all we'd have to do is cross
a few lines
I hate to say it but it's going to come down to you
'cause I can't
even read
my own mind
and here we stand, and we're both on the brink of
waiting for the other to pull us across
and good excuses are all we can think of -
we just need one
bad excuse
what would it cost?
to be the best
bad influence
I ever had
you would be the best
bad influence
I ever had
stunt coordinator
when you try a stunt, you
need to make sure time stops
for the camera switch, and your double
sits in exactly the right place
in the mis-en-scene. That is,
unless,
you prefer to do your own. The insurance companies
will not love you for it. And the fans, they
will probably scratch their heads. Who do
you think you are? Jackie Chan? Man,
some days you need to stop. And realize:
Take the beatings you must, and
get out while you can, 'cause
you can't even pass for the stars
in your eyes
need to make sure time stops
for the camera switch, and your double
sits in exactly the right place
in the mis-en-scene. That is,
unless,
you prefer to do your own. The insurance companies
will not love you for it. And the fans, they
will probably scratch their heads. Who do
you think you are? Jackie Chan? Man,
some days you need to stop. And realize:
Take the beatings you must, and
get out while you can, 'cause
you can't even pass for the stars
in your eyes
same
it's going to be better,
tomorrow
or worse, but it can't
stay the same
it can't stay the same
it can't
now you've opened the tomb
of your life, and the curse
when you lifted the lid
is the same one you laid
from the day of your birth.
You have changed. Every day,
moving forward and learning
what's next. Well
it's going to be better,
tomorrow
or worse, but it can't
stay the same
which is probably
best
tomorrow
or worse, but it can't
stay the same
it can't stay the same
it can't
now you've opened the tomb
of your life, and the curse
when you lifted the lid
is the same one you laid
from the day of your birth.
You have changed. Every day,
moving forward and learning
what's next. Well
it's going to be better,
tomorrow
or worse, but it can't
stay the same
which is probably
best
somewhere a clock is ticking
This thing
sits and ticks out its life.
Its tiny hitched ribs
and wheeled gear lungs
hung on a precise spinal wire, run
by a heart
that is not connected to a brain or anything.
it runs, on time,
towards out
sits and ticks out its life.
Its tiny hitched ribs
and wheeled gear lungs
hung on a precise spinal wire, run
by a heart
that is not connected to a brain or anything.
it runs, on time,
towards out
ways & means
There was never any question
you were going to make this work
in my mind or yours. But not
in the world's
And that meant so much?
to give up not an inch!
in the face of the worst
you knew who would flinch
first, and you knew you
would last,
until everyone else
gave up. Went home.
I agree with your methods,
expressed in terms of your goals. But
did you consider you could have won more
than a game?
when you had me alone,
and
the whole world was not
in the room.
you were going to make this work
in my mind or yours. But not
in the world's
And that meant so much?
to give up not an inch!
in the face of the worst
you knew who would flinch
first, and you knew you
would last,
until everyone else
gave up. Went home.
I agree with your methods,
expressed in terms of your goals. But
did you consider you could have won more
than a game?
when you had me alone,
and
the whole world was not
in the room.
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
grazed knees
there's nothing about
this moment I'm in now
that I can't call back
with an instant's grace
even twenty-two years
past that look on your face,
I can still see the sun
through the curtains behind me
my peripheral vision
has everything in its place.
Well, what happened to us? We were
kids, we grew up. We were soft,
with pink skin
and wide grins
when the band-aids
came off
this moment I'm in now
that I can't call back
with an instant's grace
even twenty-two years
past that look on your face,
I can still see the sun
through the curtains behind me
my peripheral vision
has everything in its place.
Well, what happened to us? We were
kids, we grew up. We were soft,
with pink skin
and wide grins
when the band-aids
came off
run
this focus is good
I need this again
it is so long since I
had my wind
the ground is so hard
as if it's proud
and the music is pounding
like mortar shells
there's a stitch in my side,
coming undone
as my ribs stretch and gather flesh
to knit back up
my body strains against itself,
and the ground is so hard
to understand
but it rolls along, bobbing
like it's nodding its head
while I kick it
repeatedly,
for what you said
I need this again
it is so long since I
had my wind
the ground is so hard
as if it's proud
and the music is pounding
like mortar shells
there's a stitch in my side,
coming undone
as my ribs stretch and gather flesh
to knit back up
my body strains against itself,
and the ground is so hard
to understand
but it rolls along, bobbing
like it's nodding its head
while I kick it
repeatedly,
for what you said
chocolate
dessert
is communal property. This
is dinner, is it not? There
are rules. We set a date and
it came. We share the wine,
offer and decline entree bites
- make great impressions, feel our way
cautiously through these minefields, but
dessert - by rule -
is no gray area! What's mine is ours,
here. Even though you (as you always
will) decline to order, I (as I always
have and had presumed, will) order
the biggest, deepest, best chocolate thing
they have.
And holy shit.
You aren't kidding around, are you?
I think
well, wow, I love chocolate too!
You are not kidding around.
I get a bite or two
of it myself. Working
fast
Delicious,
but
after a few years of this,
suddenly I switch
to creme brulee
is communal property. This
is dinner, is it not? There
are rules. We set a date and
it came. We share the wine,
offer and decline entree bites
- make great impressions, feel our way
cautiously through these minefields, but
dessert - by rule -
is no gray area! What's mine is ours,
here. Even though you (as you always
will) decline to order, I (as I always
have and had presumed, will) order
the biggest, deepest, best chocolate thing
they have.
And holy shit.
You aren't kidding around, are you?
I think
well, wow, I love chocolate too!
You are not kidding around.
I get a bite or two
of it myself. Working
fast
Delicious,
but
after a few years of this,
suddenly I switch
to creme brulee
spitting games
there's distance and there's accuracy
but either way, you've got me beat
"it's not a competition" - no! It never is,
but so it goes.
between the way you always win, and then
refuse to count the loss -
I guess I should just have the fun
that you pretend to have with us.
but either way, you've got me beat
"it's not a competition" - no! It never is,
but so it goes.
between the way you always win, and then
refuse to count the loss -
I guess I should just have the fun
that you pretend to have with us.
whatever's left
I'll take this side
in my right mind,
however you might wish
to paint the great divide
that lies between
- I'll take the side
you left to me.
in my right mind,
however you might wish
to paint the great divide
that lies between
- I'll take the side
you left to me.
gleaming auction
you make a sign
it's dangerous
your bid is in
you bid on me
at whose expense?
you might go home
with one too many
bachelors, but then -
it's all for charity
it's dangerous
your bid is in
you bid on me
at whose expense?
you might go home
with one too many
bachelors, but then -
it's all for charity
Wow
you slide along me, like
a squeak and thrill
of fingertip on strings
along chunk chug chords
with drive, in a line
and nothing but beat
coming up behind
well you can't stop now,
and neither can I but
this is nothing like beautiful music
we make
since we're not recording,
we'll play back the tape
and fix everything, perfect
and fake
in one take
a squeak and thrill
of fingertip on strings
along chunk chug chords
with drive, in a line
and nothing but beat
coming up behind
well you can't stop now,
and neither can I but
this is nothing like beautiful music
we make
since we're not recording,
we'll play back the tape
and fix everything, perfect
and fake
in one take
how to play dead
just fold your arms
lie down, you're shot
you can't get up
you're playing wrong!
you'll wreck the game
shut up, lie down
and bleed out
from
the hole in your brow
that fills up like a cup
of thick, red tea
you be well-behaved, now
next time
it will be me
lie down, you're shot
you can't get up
you're playing wrong!
you'll wreck the game
shut up, lie down
and bleed out
from
the hole in your brow
that fills up like a cup
of thick, red tea
you be well-behaved, now
next time
it will be me
so snow patrol
so snow patrol makes me cry
now? really? Oh yeah, that's right
"Run" always did. But now I can't
even take the happy ones, the ones
that sound happy. When
did that happen? Darling, I
hate each and every one
of your bands
now? really? Oh yeah, that's right
"Run" always did. But now I can't
even take the happy ones, the ones
that sound happy. When
did that happen? Darling, I
hate each and every one
of your bands
barb
I swallowed my bated breath and bit
the line, and I sawed with my teeth
- the hook in my lung drew close,
settled next to my heart -
I could not cut the string,
so I pulled
and it caught
the line, and I sawed with my teeth
- the hook in my lung drew close,
settled next to my heart -
I could not cut the string,
so I pulled
and it caught
broken tooth
broken hearts are worse
than teeth. It snapped and slid
a king deposed, his crown
cut off, royal head raw
and lord it hurt!
and now I have
appointments, too
to schedule
oh, life as well
- every damn day
between the crack
and torture's rack
is torture, too -
I'd take it all
if I could trade
it in for you.
than teeth. It snapped and slid
a king deposed, his crown
cut off, royal head raw
and lord it hurt!
and now I have
appointments, too
to schedule
oh, life as well
- every damn day
between the crack
and torture's rack
is torture, too -
I'd take it all
if I could trade
it in for you.
where's a boy scout
don't let me rush you,
old lady! - we'll make it
across this street just
fine.
the traffic's my problem - you
just put one foot in front
of the other, and try
not to whine
old lady! - we'll make it
across this street just
fine.
the traffic's my problem - you
just put one foot in front
of the other, and try
not to whine
Sunday, September 18, 2011
did a number
I really did a number
on my beard last night
and I thought that I
was going to have to make
a clean shave. I decided:
put it off,
for a couple of days.
You should never make
a decision like that
this way
on my beard last night
and I thought that I
was going to have to make
a clean shave. I decided:
put it off,
for a couple of days.
You should never make
a decision like that
this way
Thursday, September 15, 2011
the effect that you have
I figured out
what you do to me
no matter what
what you do to me
no matter what the world
seems to do to me
no matter what weird thought
grows up all on my mind
or if I worry worry worry
about what I said
or if I think we must have gone
off the rails in my head
in between the last word
we said, and the first, that
the second that your first word
fits in my ear, and it's your tone
like a bell, like a gong, like a deer
in the headlights of the moment
I just freeze into place
as every thing clicks clear:
dumb look on my face, because
you
recombobulate me
I said you
recombobulate me
it isn't easy to explain why I get so out of hand
with scenarios that can't be hypothetical, man
because I've steadily convinced myself between sips of wine
that it's the truth, except it isn't - it's all actually fine!
but I can't see it because me, I've got my own little world
it covers half a billion acres of the worst things I've heard
it towers half a dozen miles of the worst things that loom
and then you show up half a second
all that shit goes boom, because
you
recombobulate me
I said you
recombobulate me
what you do to me
no matter what
what you do to me
no matter what the world
seems to do to me
no matter what weird thought
grows up all on my mind
or if I worry worry worry
about what I said
or if I think we must have gone
off the rails in my head
in between the last word
we said, and the first, that
the second that your first word
fits in my ear, and it's your tone
like a bell, like a gong, like a deer
in the headlights of the moment
I just freeze into place
as every thing clicks clear:
dumb look on my face, because
you
recombobulate me
I said you
recombobulate me
it isn't easy to explain why I get so out of hand
with scenarios that can't be hypothetical, man
because I've steadily convinced myself between sips of wine
that it's the truth, except it isn't - it's all actually fine!
but I can't see it because me, I've got my own little world
it covers half a billion acres of the worst things I've heard
it towers half a dozen miles of the worst things that loom
and then you show up half a second
all that shit goes boom, because
you
recombobulate me
I said you
recombobulate me
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
steady foundation
If all we were looking for
was a firm, rock-hard, and steady foundation
to build on for life -
it would be so easy to stop right where we are,
with these fucking obstacles
and build a house on those.
was a firm, rock-hard, and steady foundation
to build on for life -
it would be so easy to stop right where we are,
with these fucking obstacles
and build a house on those.
Monday, September 12, 2011
trying to cross
my loping, implacable stride
as I jay-run across the divided road
brings me closer to the curb
with every step
of course it does. what the fuck
kind of stupid sentence or sentiment
is that?
is this a poem? You call
this a - poem? Would you call
What happened! there
symbolically,
is: I believe I slipped
when I should have strode
and ate shit, asphalt, gravel and
skinned my fists
on the aforementioned road -
trying to cross
well,
I have done that before.
And will again. I tell you: I don't know
why the chicken must cross the road
but this poet doesn't need a reason
to go
just a moment
to stop and lie here, listening
to the rhythm,
distant
approaching tide of wheels
hissing
thinking, reflect:
on how hot my blood is
on how close one can get
on the step that I missed,
surely
purely for artistic effect
as I jay-run across the divided road
brings me closer to the curb
with every step
of course it does. what the fuck
kind of stupid sentence or sentiment
is that?
is this a poem? You call
this a - poem? Would you call
What happened! there
symbolically,
is: I believe I slipped
when I should have strode
and ate shit, asphalt, gravel and
skinned my fists
on the aforementioned road -
trying to cross
well,
I have done that before.
And will again. I tell you: I don't know
why the chicken must cross the road
but this poet doesn't need a reason
to go
just a moment
to stop and lie here, listening
to the rhythm,
distant
approaching tide of wheels
hissing
thinking, reflect:
on how hot my blood is
on how close one can get
on the step that I missed,
surely
purely for artistic effect
in training
Exercise
force of will
diet pills
and alcohol
the shape I'm in
is almost fit
to die - Oh, corpse!
be beautiful
force of will
diet pills
and alcohol
the shape I'm in
is almost fit
to die - Oh, corpse!
be beautiful
Sunday, September 11, 2011
Saturday, September 10, 2011
again with the forecast
Tuesday afternoon -
partly cloudy, light rain
ten percent chance
of a hurricane
partly cloudy, light rain
ten percent chance
of a hurricane
fashion criticism
My favorite outfit of yours that you ever wore
was that cute schoolish skirt of reddish
plum-ish plaid with the jagged hem, together
with that black tee, with a picture of London
on the front,
done in white glitter
that you saw at Gottschalks
(back when it was Gottschalks),
loved immediately,
and put back.
So I snuck back later and got it
for you,
although - now that I think back, it
was more complicated than that. I didn't sneak
back. I went back on your explicit instruction,
coordinated via telephone, as you tried to get them
to put it on your credit card
(because we must have been
fighting or something). So
instead of me just buying it,
we had this tricky point of principle
for the sales clerk to deal with.
You were in Los Angeles, and it
was an emergency.
You had decided you needed that shirt.
After all,
I don't think it worked
out quite like we tried, but it did work
out. You wore it to that party
in someone's tiny little bungalow home.
Everyone there had a pretty fun pose,
was self-amused, or just archly superior
- whether sticking out by fitting in,
or the reverse. They worked it! It worked. It
was a well put-together party. There was
an Anarchist there! Which is what I mean:
this party was well and intelligently planned.
They had an Anarchist. Man, that dude
loved what I had to say about Anarchy. Crazy,
because we pretty much disagreed,
but the main thing I remember is:
You looked as cute as can be. I think you were
telling people I picked the outfit out -
which could explain why that anarchist
was hitting on me.
Anyway: that skirt, the shirt,
and those cute boots, too - it was surely
somebody's style, and
you sure made it
you
was that cute schoolish skirt of reddish
plum-ish plaid with the jagged hem, together
with that black tee, with a picture of London
on the front,
done in white glitter
that you saw at Gottschalks
(back when it was Gottschalks),
loved immediately,
and put back.
So I snuck back later and got it
for you,
although - now that I think back, it
was more complicated than that. I didn't sneak
back. I went back on your explicit instruction,
coordinated via telephone, as you tried to get them
to put it on your credit card
(because we must have been
fighting or something). So
instead of me just buying it,
we had this tricky point of principle
for the sales clerk to deal with.
You were in Los Angeles, and it
was an emergency.
You had decided you needed that shirt.
After all,
I don't think it worked
out quite like we tried, but it did work
out. You wore it to that party
in someone's tiny little bungalow home.
Everyone there had a pretty fun pose,
was self-amused, or just archly superior
- whether sticking out by fitting in,
or the reverse. They worked it! It worked. It
was a well put-together party. There was
an Anarchist there! Which is what I mean:
this party was well and intelligently planned.
They had an Anarchist. Man, that dude
loved what I had to say about Anarchy. Crazy,
because we pretty much disagreed,
but the main thing I remember is:
You looked as cute as can be. I think you were
telling people I picked the outfit out -
which could explain why that anarchist
was hitting on me.
Anyway: that skirt, the shirt,
and those cute boots, too - it was surely
somebody's style, and
you sure made it
you
Friday, September 09, 2011
regrets don't wash
regrets don't wash
not clean, at least
I didn't get a chance
to unburden myself
of all of the things that felt wrong
about everything that was said
in the space between "hi!" and "oh shit!
you're dead."
not clean, at least
I didn't get a chance
to unburden myself
of all of the things that felt wrong
about everything that was said
in the space between "hi!" and "oh shit!
you're dead."
Hercules, Bitches
I'll be glad to stand fast
on a bedrock floor
with the weight of a world on my back,
or more -
and my face set hard
and grim as a stone,
with my heels dug in.
I will neither slip,
nor groan. but
not just yet, though.
After lions and hydras, so much horse shit -
the weight of my back is too much.
At a minimum,
I need a drink, first.
And to lie down, if possible.
I'm tired of Herculean tasks,
each more ridiculous than the last -
of finding new crazy ways to win
against all of these weird, strange odds we're in.
I'm weary - worn out, I am going to lie down.
I need to recover my strength,
and will.
Let the thought of each pointless effort
pass, get my breath and my limbs
and my back in place,
just a short vacation -
a few blessed days, and then
I'll get back
to pushing whatever infinite boulders uphill.
on a bedrock floor
with the weight of a world on my back,
or more -
and my face set hard
and grim as a stone,
with my heels dug in.
I will neither slip,
nor groan. but
not just yet, though.
After lions and hydras, so much horse shit -
the weight of my back is too much.
At a minimum,
I need a drink, first.
And to lie down, if possible.
I'm tired of Herculean tasks,
each more ridiculous than the last -
of finding new crazy ways to win
against all of these weird, strange odds we're in.
I'm weary - worn out, I am going to lie down.
I need to recover my strength,
and will.
Let the thought of each pointless effort
pass, get my breath and my limbs
and my back in place,
just a short vacation -
a few blessed days, and then
I'll get back
to pushing whatever infinite boulders uphill.
Ta-Da!
You know what? That whole thing was
stupid. I hereby declare that it never happened!
Can't I do that? We create our own reality,
right? By how we perceive, and interact with
what we perceive. Well, in that case, I say
"It's stupid: and it never happened."
The magic words! And introducing Presto Voila,
the infamous stage magician! Whose tall black hat
is as sleek and capacious as you please -
entire possibilities can be contained therein,
to be yanked out by the throat with a squeeze - or else
stuffed in whole, to disappear without even a belch! That hat
is a monster.
But only because of the head underneath,
of the man formerly known as Mr. Heart On His Sleeve
- nothing up my sleeve now, as you can well see
and/or believe
stupid. I hereby declare that it never happened!
Can't I do that? We create our own reality,
right? By how we perceive, and interact with
what we perceive. Well, in that case, I say
"It's stupid: and it never happened."
The magic words! And introducing Presto Voila,
the infamous stage magician! Whose tall black hat
is as sleek and capacious as you please -
entire possibilities can be contained therein,
to be yanked out by the throat with a squeeze - or else
stuffed in whole, to disappear without even a belch! That hat
is a monster.
But only because of the head underneath,
of the man formerly known as Mr. Heart On His Sleeve
- nothing up my sleeve now, as you can well see
and/or believe
to know what it means
Impenetrable yet... transcendent. This
can only mean one thing, a very specific
thing, these words of yours,
your statement made
is an object. Its own. It
cannot be held in the hand, it's
too solid, fixed in place, but it can
be stroked, felt. Grasped, not lifted. The
imagery, the imagery cuts like a thick blade
through dumb flesh, and leaves it none the more
knowing,
for having gained such a definite wound.
can only mean one thing, a very specific
thing, these words of yours,
your statement made
is an object. Its own. It
cannot be held in the hand, it's
too solid, fixed in place, but it can
be stroked, felt. Grasped, not lifted. The
imagery, the imagery cuts like a thick blade
through dumb flesh, and leaves it none the more
knowing,
for having gained such a definite wound.
your personal best
Stick a foot in your sock, it's
done. And a shoe, too while you're at it
lace it up and run, hit the door ecstatic
that the ugly part's finished, the fun
is sure to begin, now the smoke is extinguished -
and don't let the door hit your ass
On the way out, fix your eyes forward
and stretch your legs, in a lengthening stride
toward something inside that's been calling you
names, something you can explain, but not in words
(not to me). Something that is building up,
with each stab of pain
in your side - it's just a stitch
You can breathe your way through this,
hit that smooth pace that slowly glides
up towards your personal bliss
in your personal race,
a personal quest to beat
your personal best, well
you won't have to run very fast
to do that.
done. And a shoe, too while you're at it
lace it up and run, hit the door ecstatic
that the ugly part's finished, the fun
is sure to begin, now the smoke is extinguished -
and don't let the door hit your ass
On the way out, fix your eyes forward
and stretch your legs, in a lengthening stride
toward something inside that's been calling you
names, something you can explain, but not in words
(not to me). Something that is building up,
with each stab of pain
in your side - it's just a stitch
You can breathe your way through this,
hit that smooth pace that slowly glides
up towards your personal bliss
in your personal race,
a personal quest to beat
your personal best, well
you won't have to run very fast
to do that.
Tuesday, September 06, 2011
thanks, just in case
if I ever get through
the worst patch of life
in my life, it will be
because of you
but not in a way that you'd
ever accept, even if I were to try
to explain
if I ever get through,
I will try to explain.
the worst patch of life
in my life, it will be
because of you
but not in a way that you'd
ever accept, even if I were to try
to explain
if I ever get through,
I will try to explain.
Friday, September 02, 2011
a good faith offer
To die is not over. But
to prove it is impossible
unless...death, you don't
want to! Even though faith,
you think, you believe but
ultimately, this life: Hold
onto it with hands! Your tight
and embrace makes precious,
because you never know what
it's worth. I will translate
for you
to prove it is impossible
unless...death, you don't
want to! Even though faith,
you think, you believe but
ultimately, this life: Hold
onto it with hands! Your tight
and embrace makes precious,
because you never know what
it's worth. I will translate
for you
blessings
I'm sad as hell, I don't mind
admitting to you - there's no reason
for me to get happier, now
it doesn't feel easy
or better or worse when I smile,
so why not smile?
just wait for what's coming
to hollow you out
you'll find you've got one fewer
lesson to count
when your blessings come 'round
to take you down
and I don't mind admitting
my self-torture device
doesn't get me to break, like
one flick of your eyes
and I'll spill, all the classified
private advice
I was saving for you
'til the day that it dies
and just a little bit further,
the far side of now
the back of your head is like
"figure it out"
and it all makes sense but you can't see how
as your blessings come 'round
to take you down
admitting to you - there's no reason
for me to get happier, now
it doesn't feel easy
or better or worse when I smile,
so why not smile?
just wait for what's coming
to hollow you out
you'll find you've got one fewer
lesson to count
when your blessings come 'round
to take you down
and I don't mind admitting
my self-torture device
doesn't get me to break, like
one flick of your eyes
and I'll spill, all the classified
private advice
I was saving for you
'til the day that it dies
and just a little bit further,
the far side of now
the back of your head is like
"figure it out"
and it all makes sense but you can't see how
as your blessings come 'round
to take you down
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