half passed

So that's what you do 
when you die 
You go up
out the top 
of your head, 
to get by 
and you find
a hallucination 
in time, in the instant
of conscious awarenesses' line
telescoping to total collapse.

It's a fact
that a second
turns into ten million
years you experience at a crawl 
in a flash: an eternity filled

with all your fears. 

Or
you know 
all your happy 
stuff! It depends
not on how you lived,
or how you end, but 

just what you expect 
as the lights go out. 
You'll expect it 
and get it forever 

no doubt.