parts let fall

Ever since I met you on the bed
we were both in 
Looking through a window 
at your head
we were laughin'
Part of me is still before you
(a good part) 
Part of me is always for you
- in fits and starts
constant and perpetual -
same as it ever was.
Part of you cut off, let fall 
like it always does. 
Part of you is growing more you.
It's unnatural

Every since I met you in my head.
We were both in -
Looking through
a window-world between,
we were gawkin'
Part of me was there before you
(a best part)
Part of me can't help adore you
- you brought it out:
effortless, reflecting well
on me for how I could tell
Part of me was always off.
You knew it was!
Part of me is better for you.
Like just because