pretend contact

Sometimes I want to reach out, but
- it's just a feeling, wanting to.
I haven't got a thing to say. I just
want to refresh your view. Same ol'
same ol' again, though? - THAT
is not the view I wish to give!
I mean, it always plays quite well, but
why? It's something I can't tell,
or guess, and I don't want
to ask. So please forgive
my absences
from your unique view
of this world. It's stupid questions
just like that
you'd always end up with
if I were not so high, exacting
with my standards for what prompts
this contact, girl. There's life
or something like it here
to live.